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Monday, June 21, 2010
i don't know why but im emotionally disturbed. maybe tears is the only way to show unexplainable feelings or words. i don't want to be in this state of condition. those emotions cluttering up. when my boyfriend say doing customised tees merepek, i cry. when i see my parents in argument, i tried to hold back my tears. when i told my mum i want freedom, she advised me something, i cried. when my dad didn't allow me to go out, i frust. when i feel like im hopeless and at dead end, i cry continuously. mum, u dunno what i have gone through before. i am not willing to share with you. i feel like im a bad daughter. u raised me well. its not your fault. i feel sad letting you down after you have advised me. i rather not say anything to you about me. i tried to hide alot of things. things that we shouldn't speak of. :'( & i hope, my crying wont affect my breathing. i hate the feeling of having conjested lungs. sigh.. goodnight world. its 2am in the morning. |
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