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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
YEAHS! MY KGC GIRLS ARE BACK TODAY! SO THE HAPPY GILER! I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH LAH! 3 DAYS WITHOUT U GIRLS LEH JADI GILER SEH! SOLO BABE! HAHAHAHAH!! GLAD U ALL ARE SAFELY BACK! I MISS BEDAH, ETON, GAYAH & MELUR!!!! Nyahahahahahha!!! hehehe... all i gotta say is... Aku CINTAKAN my CLOWN PARTNER yg tergerek skali mcm nightcrawler teleport ke rumah aku! hehehe.. *blushing* kay2.. ILYT =i love you too. hehehe.. toodles.. Monday, November 26, 2007  Puteri playing in the waters. Isn't she CUTE?!
 i just took this picture but i didn't even get to see the elephant! I think this Giraffe name is Lucy.
 Kangaroos are free to go wherever they like. Nyahahaha... i dunno who's baby is that. hahahaha!
 Nice right the view?? Macam kampung gitu. KGC! Our imitation house. hahahaha!
 Mandi nampak!Mandi nampak! hahahaha...
Sunday, November 25, 2007 Memories of my fun times with Friends & BFFs
  
I've been thinking... Nehmind. Saturday, November 24, 2007  Just me & Zahid the clowns. Those other two, zahid told me to put animals. Hahahaha! It was at Lime Sonic Bang & this guy took our picture since we join the MOSH CLUB. I totally had a great time there. Thanks for the badge. Nyahahaha.. That will be a piece of my memory to this outing. & Zahid, sorry i can't go to the 29th Dec gig. I got a family vacation. Have fun without me my clown friend! && i got a new good GF! hahahaha.. DEE! yes, that's her. My indie lover GF. Nyahahaha. Girls day out soon yar? hehe.
Nyahahahahaa! Zahid tak baek say ckp something about this pic. LOL! kk.. hahahha.. U owe me a special outing & a movie! Nyahahahaha! Just kidding!
*i know someone has been talking about me to his friends. LOL! But i don't mind. Coz i know its something positive. But i dunno what was it about.. Hmm, i wonder what was it about eh??hahakz.. Nehmind, someday somehow, i will know. Wednesday, November 21, 2007 Ok, today was so heart thumping & crazy. Hahaha.. At first, we followed Nasha aka Melur to find for her a job. She got it at Bata. I gave her that job coz she really needed the money. She have to sacrifice herself to help to pay her bf's, Epy aka Salleh, phone bill. Awwwww...that's so thoughtful of her.. So we head to Vivo to relax for awhile. Lepak & tunggu Fir. When i see Fir, i told kina that he looks like Suzairhe Sumari & Ashmi. HAHAHHAAHHAAA!! Ok, that is so weird. That's my point of view lar. Then it was 3pm. So me & kina quickly head to Redhill. We had trouble searching SIS building. So i tried to call Yasser since he live near there. But all i heard is "Please record your message after the tone *toot*" Damn! No use. But then, i saw the building & had a long walk there. Hahahaha.. coz we got to take a long walk when there is a SHORTCUT. LOL! Reached there already, we had to fill in the form. After that went to the waiting area. then this supervise called us & interviewed us. After that, we calculate how much we could get after a month. hahahahah! just calculate only for fun. LOL! & the amount was WOW! kina, imagine what we can do with the money eh. Hahahahaha.. Anyway, lets dun dream about it too much. Coz they haven't called in yet. hehe. =) I will be bersyukur if i get the job seh! Anyway, after the job interview, we went to habourfront KFC. Then go back. Talked about our first love & our NCC days.. Hahahahahaha....How sweet.. Those funny & sweet moments!! Nyahahahahaa... ARGH!!! Mr Hee's theory test clashes on our outing day! Just because he failed today's test! Tu lar! Tak blaja agi! ISH! him: i fail my theory test sia! him: cb!WASTE OF MONEY! me: really???Asl leh fail? him: i tk blajar me: lar him: fri my next test sia him: clash him: im going mos tonite me: ouh. dun drink too much. sok u nye prac. him: drink? him: IM GETTING HIGH!! him: test kol 2 me: ish!Clash seh. him: TAU TKPE him: its the bez day they could give me me: den learn ur theory uh him: mls lah u him: i lesen moto i fail 17 kali my test him: sal tk blajar.. HAHAHHAH!! me: Ya Allah! 17 kali?? Rabak seh. him: tau tkpe hahahahaha Siak ar...terpaksa cancel. den he say if only i could go out at night. ard 7 or 8. Nehmind lah. Mama is bringing me out this fri night. Haiz.. At least she could buy me the shawl. Ok, i observe alot about Mr Hee since the day i met him. Tsk Tsk Tsk is all i got to say. Geesh! think about your afterlife for goodness sake! so the dumb lar. Maybe this could be a test from ALLAH for me to make him change. or maybe ALLAH is testing me to be patient. Let Nature takes its course. *Sometimes i feel so lonely coz i got no one to talk to on the fon every night,msg everyday, miss that person every day & even think about that person every second. Well, its something i like to share my inner feelings to u. i just need a companion or maybe more. Love, Reena Tuesday, November 20, 2007  We're the KAMPUNG GIRLS CREW!!! Hahahahaha!!! Just because our nickname is so old fashion. who wants to become Petum?? anyone??! hahahahahahha!!! Tipah, Bedah, Eton, Gayah Sympathy & Seducing. Kina says "Miss, may i measure your breast?" LOL!! this is what happen when u gonna work at Triumph. LOL! Fafa & Hairah always laugh & fool around. Hahahaha! Those two! My Part A's with their senior Musfirah.Monday, November 19, 2007 Ok, so yesterday,i went out to Madrasah for exam. Hahaha.. Wanna know more of what happen on that day? read Kina's LJ. she's the first one in my links. Lol. So the kekek. After that, went out with my family along with my cousins; ervina, afiq & baby puteri angelina. We went to Hamid & Sons asking about mine & sis room renovation. (isn't that great or what?lol. not sure if its going to happen or not) After that, i was like carrying baby angel with me. hahaha.. Like my daughter gituk eh. Anak sape jek nie?? Confirm in people's mind like that. Hahahaha... Kk..we went to city plaza and eat @ Arnold. Then went to Wisma to search for my dress. After that, send back my cousins home & settle down @ their place for awhile. Aunt Fie help me with my accessories for prom. Bling bling! hahahaha... i mean the thing is so shiny lah seh. LOL!... then went back home. I can't kneel down or squat. Coz my knees still hurt. DAMN! So today, went to school just to watch NCC PDS. After that, went to Long John @ JP. Don't go there i tell you. From far already, i can smell that the customer service is lousy. i had great laughters with my KGC! got a new member in the crew lah. hahahaha.. namanya DOL. hahahaha... ok, i can say that i am the punca for the laughters & jokes. Eton tercakap benda n made me laugh to TEARS!! hahahahahahahahaha!!!! kekek u know! After that,Eton went to my house & helped out with certain things for Prom. Then, i went to gombak to meet Mr hee. Want to get my shades back. I waited for him @ the bustop. I was dabbing a tissue on my bleeding knee area. Then suddenly, "BOO!" he startled me. Kwang hasam betul. He just went for his car license practical. Then he gave me my shades & told me how his day went & where he was about to go. He was thirsty so he treated himself & me with bubble tea. LOL! After that, we went to platform. We ride different train. Well, before that, he said to me "Eh u, kuar ngan i ar.Jln2 ke. Pape i kol u k??" In my heart, i was like " why suddenly u are sweet to me?i tot u didnt care about me anymore?? hmm.." Then i just replied him "okies" Well, after that, he sat closely to me at platform. He let me listen to his new Oi! music. Hahahaha.. Then, when my train arrive. I salam him. Then he ordered me to kiss his hands like those malay do. So i did. coz he is older than me. so must respect him mah. Then, he suddenly kiss my hand like a prince charming kind of way u know???!! OMG!!OMG!!OMG!! is it really happening?? *slapping face* chill reena chill.. My feelings which has fade away for him has grow back. why is it becoming so complicated sak??!!? Overall, its weird but sweet. && i'm chatting with him right now. sending songs to him. hehehehehe... BuyakGallagher proud of his beer belly. . . (B)Beer and (so)Football on Saturdays. . . says: alala. BuyakGallagher proud of his beer belly. . . (B)Beer and (so)Football on Saturdays. . . says: tkmu uat muke sedih BuyakGallagher proud of his beer belly. . . (B)Beer and (so)Football on Saturdays. . . says: i try k reena! BuyakGallagher proud of his beer belly. . . (B)Beer and (so)Football on Saturdays. . . says: untok u BuyakGallagher proud of his beer belly. . . (B)Beer and (so)Football on Saturdays. . . says: hee Awwwwwwssss...... isn't that so sweet! Sunday, November 18, 2007 Hey! Yesterday was so the awesome yet TIRING! I will tell u why. In the early morning -THE WEDDING I woke up late. We're suppose to meet at 7am at J.E. interchange. But i woke up at 7a.m. FCUK RYTE?? Then i quickly rush myself n prepare everything. Told Papa to send me to J.E. interchange. By the time i reached there, they had already left n alight the train. when i called Ita, they were at Buena Vista oreadi. Then i quickly rush myself to Kembangan ALONE. Then after that, the BRIDE was BEAUTIFUL!!! Ok, the wedding is well organise. At church mah. The Priest was like so the what seh the way he speaks. tkper. my first time go there. so yea. Took pics here & there. Then head to Eunos int. The midday - CLASS OUTING @ ECP First, when to Mcdonalds *Oldmacdonalds had a farm, with quack here quack there* hahahahahah... I overflow. Ask for pads from every girl of my class. badluck is not a SINGLE PERSON has one. so went to 7-11 to buy a pack of it. Then when we went to the bike shop, it starts to rain. So we went to arcade for shelter. I play this grab a thing game. Afiq so kind give me some money and let me play. BADLUCK! no prize. SAD & ANGRY sak. Then, Afiq padded my head n say "Awww..alalala, keciannya". Ok, that's weird. Berani sak dia pegang kepala aku! kk, den after rain, we went cycling. So much things happen lah seh. Afiq & Syahir teman me cycling. Ita & Fadil go off sumwhere. The others go for bike racing & off to somewhere else. Then, got ACCIDENT sIA! Syahir go & silent break in front of me den i hit him den afiq hit me from the back. I drop n lie on the ground. My leg hurts alot. Then found out that my right knee was blooded with pain & pressure. My skinny jeans were torn at the knee cap area. right side. FUCK! its new sia!!!! Then had Syahir to follow me to Penin to buy a new skinny. bought grey skinny coz black is out of stock! BADLUCK AGAIN! then we went our seperate ways. The evening- LIME SONIC BANG Went there alone. i mean go to the Beach station. Then meet Zahid & his peeps there. HI DIYANA! u CUTE thang! hahahahah... I got a lot of FREEBIES! such as.... -T-shirt - CD - Bandana - Lime green side bag - Glow sticks - Goodie bag - the posters (small) Nyahhahahahaha... Cam lucky gitu eh. Started the day with a lot of BAD LUCK, then end up with GOOD LUCK! Zahid, thanks for the night. Nyahahahaha... Overall, we miss the Carnacal & those indie bands. They perform earlier. Then we heard Lame Bands sia. MEPEK i must say. ade Aliff Aziz summore! MEPEK! but i got to hear BY DEFINITION! Weeeee~~~~ Hahahahaha... After that, when home with them. heard that Cotton on looking for workers. Tomorrow go interview with Diyana & Haziq. Ok den. that was yesterday. Overall= GREAT! AWESOME! TIRING!BADLUCK! LUCKY! HAPPY! Saturday, November 17, 2007 okay, so when i woke today, Sulizah came to my house. i was like haven't bathe yet seh. hahahaa. Takper,dia kata dia dah biasa.hahha.. She hang out @ my place this morning waiting for the jamming session. After that, we went to Alvron to comment on our class jamming. Overall, it was AWESOME!. Wait till the gradnite. You will know what they will be performing. Me? i keep singing to their song. Then, Aliyah told me to sing their first part of the song & i did. Hahahaha.. Naughty Sulizah, Syahir & Wan laughed @ me. i know i was full of expression. I got passion for it lah seh. the song was so nice to sing. LOL! After the jamming session,i quickly went home coz Papa told me Ervina was coming. When i struggling home, mom told me what i came back home for?? HEY! THAT WENT ALL THE WAY HOME FOR NOTHING??! GEESH! nehmind. then, i was alone at home. All the house was empty to myself. Papa had overtime, Mama was watching Sis's show. & i became the listening ear to Eika syg. hehehehe.. Take care of urself Eton. i was helping a friend with his relationship prob & conference with Eijal. Eijal too was helping out. He made me to help his friend. Lets call that friend "X". So X wanted our advice & was worrying so much about his gal who asked for a break up. After that, X hung up & left me & Eijal on the phone. Since we so long never talked to each other, we continue talking about our Lives, his game, our holidays, searching for jobs & all. Then we put down the phone coz we both were out of topic. && yes, flashing back those old times we shared. Well, he wasn't my ex but early dis year, he show the care for me. Troubles along the way throughout the year. Hmm.. Then, my mum & sis came back. Talked & laughed with Kina on the phone. She make me panic lah sia! Kwang hasam ni bedah.. Then we keep laughing about this show called "takleh angkat beb!" hahahahaha... KEKEKNESS! After that, Sis went out to cousin's place to sleepover. Mum & dad went out to eat. I left alone. AGAIN!. Thank goodness there is Eijal to kill my boredom. We play sending each other funny sound clips coz he keep sending me this Evil laugh sound that i hate.irritate me lah sey. Then, suddenly, at point of time, he gave me a "kiss" sound clip. I was like "haha!" Then we keep on sending la funny sounds. Then when it was time for me to go, he said: 5..4..3..2..1.. *Muacks sound appear* i tot he was fooling around & so i gave this funny sound clip saying * i love you* to disturb him back. Guess what he replies?? "yar me too" OMG!OMG! okay, steady reena steady. & he spelled my name RYNA. Awwww... hahahahaha... wat else must i react? That *oogly doogly* feeling & in the world of meltness. hehehehehehe... klah, TOODLES! Thursday, November 15, 2007  Spend my time with Eton yesterday to find my perfect PROM dress n shoes. Today, search jobs with Bedah around town. LOLS!yesterday Went out with eika aka eton. along with aisah & aishah sec 5. We were finding for my dress & shoes for my prom. THANKS ALOT U GIRLS! Thanks eton for the helping me out for my prom. My aunt gonna help me with my hair & make up on prom night. YEAHS! Anyways, we went to Forever 21 & Charles & Keith @ wisma. So such a busy place. Got alot of people. I saw Bob outside wisma & wave HI!. Then suddenly, i received a call from Buyak & he told me to go & meet him at Chanel. Ni mesti Bob told him i was there. So I just go. He wanna lend my shades. I lend him lar. Make sure give me back on MONDAY! like u promise to. Then they want to go home coz Sheq gotta work. I took the same train as eton n the aishahs. Then reached home oreadi, few minutes later i go out to eat with my relatives @ the train station to Malaysia there. The food place called "Sakinah ape ntah??" hahaha.. while i was eating, i was thinking about Kina aka Bedah. hahaha. kinda miss her. Then went home & listen to Misteri Jam 12 with Zahid aka Santa. I asked Buyak to listen tapi dia PENAKOT! tsk2... I online till 4a.m. Ish! Hey SEA TEA! Nice to meet you! Make sure we got out sumtime aite?? hehe.. Syahir! Giler lah aku biler chat ngan kau! hahahahaha...
TODAY Today, went out with Kina aka Bedah to town. searching for jobs of coz. We reached town around 1+pm. We went to Ngee Ann City first for the job interview. Skali tak dapat jumpe lah seh office dia. Hahahahaha.... teros give up & go eat @ Sakura @ Far East plaza. A LONG walk indeed. Tired u know. Then after that we went to Plaza Singapura & search for jobs. Jobs avalaible are BSYI, Bata & this exercising place. All not interested. We went to Marina Square & apply for many jobs like Bossini & Topshop. These two jobs we have to call & go for walk in interview. Can't wait! Then we try to go CK tangs then its too late coz they told us to go tomorrow. Oh wait! On my way to Ck tangs, we walk thru Taka. At Taka, walked pass Chanel then suddenly, someone shouted my name & wave high at me. "EH REENA!!" Then it was Sheq who shouted. The Chanel Bois were there. Didn't saw Buyak there. Me & Bedah walked down the stairs then suddenly BUMPED INTO BUYAK! ARGH! den we shake hands & walk away. When home reached around 9.05pm. Went online & check friendster. Buyak delete me from his featured lah sia! CB! KANINA! Members cam gini pe sial! I tried to be patient with u & this is how u treat me? FUCK U LAH SIAL! Tkper..Member gini macam! Tsk2... Imbiscles! typical lah sak. Watever lah ehk. I search for Hot Guys & i bumped into you. WTF? I am not fated to meet u lah! I kinda DAMN YOU! i'm really pissed off u know. This is why i don't like to fall in love & get dumb guys like this! Fikir aku ni ape? Anak patong?! FUCK U! Blah blah blah, kau boleh BELAH!
Anyway! i love INDIE LOVERS! lol.. i need to learn to play the keyboard to be in THE SPLASH. my neighbourhood indie band. LOVE U GUYS LAH!! Hahaha.. Awww Kina, dun be sad. i won't leave you lah after what that STUPID guy did to u. && make sure u dun fight with Chaeid eh! Krg gado2, aku KAHWINKAN aru tau! hahahahaha...
LETS ENJOY! LIVE, LAUGH & LOVE! The triple "L"s of my principle. Nobody can stand in my way to JOY & HAPPYNESS! i know i kinda look like a chinese with my sepet & spotty face but who cares?! everyone have a speciality in them. BE THANKFUL! =))
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 Yes, those backstab things are over! Problems solved! Now we got a new bestfriend named ATIQAH.A. Yes, for now, we're the KAMPUNG GIRLS CREW! hahahaha.. my idea actually. Me-Tipah Kina-Bedah Eika-Eton Mimi-Gayah hahahhaha!!! Tipah syg Bedah & Eton & Gayah! Hhahahaahaa... Thanks eton for all the useful advices & tips.. Sayang korang the Many many! Haahahaha!! where's my feelings towards Buyak??? Who stole it??? Its like fading away sak! Nonono..tkperlah..uat bodoh ar.. let Nature takes its course. then, i saw someone's personal message saying.. "i felt the LONELYness within mie when NOT even ONE GERL out there are willing to share their LOVE with mie" i feel the same way too.. suddenly that person chat with me. Hahaha.. Surprising seh! (W)tHe..iNdieBoi..daNial(W) says: niwae (W)tHe..iNdieBoi..daNial(W) says: ur pic yg tu (W)tHe..iNdieBoi..daNial(W) says: lawa sey (W)tHe..iNdieBoi..daNial(W) says: :0 ' r e e n a (W) - HTF Fan says: hehe ' r e e n a (W) - HTF Fan says: thanks Wat else? Cair Lah sey! Syok in the meltness world sekejap. Hahahaha... FYI, i used to have a crush on him. hahaha.. just because he has the same face as *__fill in the blanks__* Nyahahahaha... K, so i've heard the Girls NCC unit is becoming chaotic. Tsk3.. No comments but i'm willing to help. by the way, i have a SPOON shape body. Hahahahaha! Kk..Bubbye! Monday, November 12, 2007 Hey, my O levels isn't over yet. So why must I care about LOVE? That's BULLSHIT! You know, for this past 2 days, I've been thinking... Why should I bother getting the love i need? I have all the love i could get from Home by my family, from My BFFL & BFFs. From my friends who CARE. Certain things are not meant to be. Like for example, I had been waiting for my ex this year. & nothing Lucky Happens. So i gave up hope & move on. Then, Met a guy who drinks, smoke, go MOS, rides a bike & skinhead rabak is the guy whom i fell for his love of indie music, concern, loyar buruk, funny & his loving personalities. But there is no chance for us. So we both just remain single & stay as friends. A BFF of mine told me to wait for him if I think his the one for me. I think back again, no. maybe i shouldn't. There's a lot of FISHES in the SEA. I don't want to waste my precious time on the 4-letter words that starts with 'L'. Why should I bother? Hey, i am still young & i can enjoy whatever i like to do. I want to stay crazy & become a lunatic fan of ALEX TURNER. && I'm Starting to be crazy about ALEX EVANS!! Hahahaha..ALEX!ALEX!& more ALEX! i will go GAGA on those two. I think i want to make a poster of them. kay,kay.. Well, i want to make my parents happy so might as well work. while waiting for results right. Anyways, there are other important things i should worry about. Like my PROM NIGHT! I need to find a dress as soon as possible. Events: 13 Nov - POA Paper 1 17 Nov - Attend a wedding & an Indie Gig with my BFF. 27 Nov - MY GRADUATION NIGHT! 30 Nov - Invitation to Rafidah's Event. 2 Dec - Kak Zilah's Birthday. 3 Dec - Khairul's Birthday 7 Dec - Natasha's Birthday 8 Dec - Wan's Birthday 10 Dec - Danial's Birthday 17 Dec - Shafiqa's Birthday 19 Dec - Ullie's Birthday 24 Dec - MY SWEET 16! 25 Dec - Fadil's Birthday 26 Dec - Juniysa's Birthday 30 Dec - Puteri Angelina & Saniy's Birthday 31 Dec - Qi fang's Birthday See! I remember Birthdates! that's my special ability. Nyaahahaha.. See.. i got other important things to think & worry of. I can't wait for that gig!!! Its happening at Sentosa. Weeee~~ Buyak has promised to go with me. I hope he remembers. Hey, i tried my best to cheer u up. Do smile. Thank u & take care. So, BUBBYE! Sunday, November 11, 2007 Okay. Woke up in the morning & clean up my room. Do some chores & make the drinks. I had to prepare myself to go to Cikgu Azizah's house. When there with Ita,Ct,Yuyun,Shak,Syahir,Wan,Khairul. I brought along Danial with me. They LOVE him. Hahahaha.. FYI, Danial is my little hyper active cousin. Nyahahahaha... Wait for them to arrive like 30 mins. Danial was bored & i got to entertain him. The rest were late. I got to rush home to my open house. As they have arrived, we quickly went to Cikgu's house. After that, we wait for Cikgu to pray. Then she led us to eat. We ate spaghetti. Then the place became packed. The sec 5's & sec 2's have come. I quickly go back home. After that, Sis gets alot of present & money. Her friends alot came seh. People are addicted to the movie on the screen rather than singing my sis a birthday song. Hahahaha! poor thing. I waited for my friends. They come around 4+. At first, Afiq,rizal,arshad & khairul came. They were led into my room n they use my internet. Then suddenly my classmates that i went out earlier came. I led them into the room & they felt unwelcomed. Coz of those 4 rats. Nehmind. I'm kinda mad with them. Show attitude. & i just know RIZAL HAD BEEN READING MY BLOG! BUSTED!!!! Tak tau nk tagged pe?? I hate random visitors!! I go & JELING @ him sia. NABEH!! Then i led them out coz i dun feel right. Then i led my classmates in. The 4 of those rats go stare2 at my friends. CIBAI!!! Kanina lah! Then they want to go home. Give them some goodies. Then me & the rest watch some videos. Oklah today. 4 people never come. -Kina -Buyak -Yasser -Zahid Sedih seh. den at nite, Natasha came. We talk,bitched abt certain people n led out our problems. After send her home. As soon as people were about to go back, i go and sleep on the sofa. After that, i woke up & we were about to open the presents. Sis got $300 in one day. Then she had a pathetic bday present from her friend which is.... A BOX OF CORNFLAKES!!! Hahahaha... Found out that Buyak just met with an accident. He was going to Joo Chiat when riding Suzie & then this lorry made an illegal u-turn and suddenly hit Buyak! Then Buyak throw Suzie to one side & he go to the other. Buyak had minor injuries. His legs got grusted. But Suzie, Ah yes, Suzie was like Buyak's everything. She got hit by the lorry & her body split into half. & now Buyak had to scraped her. He is in EastShore hospital. Worrying about Suzie. He will be discharged tomorrow. Take care yar Buyak! Dun be so sad. Get well soon aite? Bye. *chatting with yasser & mus abt girls. haha. they kutuk lah seh.ish3. i fight for my rights lah sey.someone is becoming more lamer by the minute. Friday, November 09, 2007 A message to my ex, Yasser: Do u still have feelings for me? Did you know that all this while i've been single, i've been caring about you? Since u didn't really show me that you still have feelings for me, i try to move on. Maybe i was impatient of waiting or maybe people around me told me to move on. I tried not to move on at first, so i secretly still love u & not tell the others. But deep down, u've made me jealous umpteen times without realising. Then i tried to give u a note saying 'I S L Y' which stands for i still love you. I don't know if u understand it or not. Its seems that u didn't care for me at all. Coz u didn't show any signs. It suddenly made me realise that is seems useless for me to wait. If i wait, do u still even care about me? Love me like you use to? That i can't assure. & since u know i dated with someone, from your friends, did u even think that a date would consist of alot of people? I was just hanging out. Life's a bore for the past few months. At least someone invited me to hang out with them. Having to release stress is great. Whatever it is, me & mr Hee have no chance of being in relationship coz of few reasons. So dun worry, i am not betraying the promise. But putting it in your blog saying "seems like someone just went on a date. Dats ok, i'm ok with it." It makes me guilty don't you know that??? Haiz... I am having no mood right now. Bye. Tuesday, November 06, 2007 I am 1.15am awake. haiz.. again, haiz.... too much sighness. what a bore today! i was so tired that i sleep from afternoon this night. now i can't sleep. i've waited for him to online. & now i know why he was scared. its because he was in a really long term relationship before about 3 years. wow! & suddenly, i dunno maybe her girlfriend dump him & now he is phobia to fell in love deeply. Okay, now i really understand. I am not ready either. The time will come when it is right. i know it will. u just gotta move on. That is why u behave like a hooligan. Because of u previous love life. Now i really understand. I don't blame u for it. Certain girls just don't appreciate what is in front of them. I'm glad that i'm not one. We can go through this together. It just takes time. I was too, am afraid to be in love with a guy. I always get dumped & i HATE IT SO MUCH! once, my ex played 3 timed me behind my back. WTF right?!? Well, i moved on. yes, its hard to get over with the old life. since u came around, u made me want to explore this world deeper. & made me forget of my old life. i'm glad to know you. i gotta thanked friendster for this. hehehe. Well, i better get to bed. Love is so complicated. Don't let me turn into a Cikanova. That will really make me turn into a rotten apple. Goodnite ya'll. Monday, November 05, 2007 These words that i said to you made me know the whole truth. But why?? I am so deeply sad & heartbroken. While doing my SS paper, i keep thinking about what you said the previous night. I can't concentrate on my paper coz i'm focusing more on you. Yes, i know we can stay close. I didn't even came up with the idea of having a relationship but u did. But we can't be together. Its just so really sad. Well maybe because of this particular message u sent that made me realise the whole truth. Yes, it was wrong for me to confess. Coz my heart told me to. & i quickly went offline when i said "i kinda love you". then i continue to study. I waited for your reply by sms or call. My heart told me to go and check my inbox. & yes, u send me a message through friendster. After reading it, it made me burst into tears suddenly. Of coz i understand how the situation is. I can change my lifestyle just for you if u think our lifestyles are too different This is what the message says: eh u ni kan! da confess beh out! aiyoyo nye nyonyak! erm. . . its gud to noe u have feeling 4 me. . . but erm. . . yeah we can be close. . . if ur toking bout a relationship. . . i'm not ur type of guy. . . yes i do have feeling 4 u too. . . but ur lifestyle is so diff. from mine puls. . . im not bf material. . . i don noe how u take care off gals. . . i mean their heart. . . coz i'm expose to freedom. . . so i hope u understand wad im toking bout. . . yes we can be close. . . we can do lyke wad gf n bf do. . . but i'm not ready to have a gal. . . i'm scared to have a gal. . . n erm. . . im not the person u tink i am. . . i may look innocent. . . decent. . . but there's more to me den mits the eye. . . so reena dear i hope u understand. . . bye lots of love. . . Yus. . . haiz.. what a sorrowful day. After 10 months of solitary, my heart is broken again. why must it be like this?? Its ok, i will always be close to you. I won't lose contact either. U gave me hope to see my bright future. I just wanna know what's the problem & why are you afraid? I understand it all. Yes, it seems like i'm not your type to be hanging around with. But have you seens love stories like; a rich fell in love with a poor. a young fell in love with an old lady. a prince fell in love with a maiden. a quiet shy boy fell in love with a popular girl. a quiet shy girl fell in love with a popular guy. The vice versa. a bad girl fell in love with a good innocent boy. a bad guy fell in love with a good innocent girl. Doesn't the last situation suits our status right now? Haizz.... I just got no mood & now, i'm missing you.. Sunday, November 04, 2007 Last night, i keep waiting for him to call me or text me to know if he's fine. Keep thinking about him & slept at midnight. An hour later, i was awakened by the sound of my message tone. I was quite irritated coz i was in a grumpy mood as something is disturbing me in my sleep. When i checked who text me, my sour face turns to a wide smile. Guess lar what happen?? Obviously he message me & want to know what I am doing. I lied to him coz i said i was just lying on the bed doing nothing. Hahahahaha!! He told me he just came back home. Den we keep msging. After awhile, he ask me "u wanna slip?" i replied; "Hehe,sort of..sebenarnya uwoke me up from my sleep tapi tkper..just glad to know how your day went." den he replied; "Huahuahua.. Hee! neber my la my rawk queen u g slip dulu la. . k?" Awww.. How sweet of him! so touching lar he. He makes me the centre of his world at that point of time. Even if i was half stoned on the bed trying my best to be awake to message him. Nyahahaha.. After my o's, u promised me to go out & look for jobs. One thing that i find great about you is that your the guy of your words. No empty promises. That's what i like so much about u. Anyways, i am still not studying for my SS. Geesh!! Study lar Reena, study!! Oh please God make me STUDY!!! I think because of too much vitamin 'M' as in MALAS! After studying, i'm gonna go out with my family to get stuffs for my OPEN HOUSE this Saturday. i have invited my MT classmates, Sakina & Yasser. should i invite "him" too?? hmm.. Klah, gotta go. CHEERS & NO BEERS! P.S. i was so Estatic when you said that you love me. Saturday, November 03, 2007 This are some family potraits this year.  Daddy tak senonoh duduk kangkang. HAHAHA! Ouh i look Hot! hahahaahaha! NOT! Mummy says in this pic, i look as if i had just engage. If like that, where's my fiance'?? Hahahaha..Ouh yar, he was at City Hall. MACAM PAHAM!So today went out visit to open house and went to next door neighbour house for RAYA. Tak senonoh lah jiran aku ni gi gantung sluar dalam hitam pat dia nya tingkap. Hitam ulak tu. Hahahahahaha!!! Kk.. tkper. aku pun tak kesah. Anyway, i feel so high on LOVE this past few days since the day i met him. Or maybe since the day i know him. He seems to be my ROCK & ROLL king. Well, he still have few bad habits & behaviour. I don't really care. I love hanging out with your crew. I love the way you were patient to me. I love the way you make your seducing eyebrows! That really made me laugh!! I love the way you laugh coz its like so familiar. I love the way you were so concern for my safety especially when crossing the road. You would hold my hand & cross with me safely. I love your jokes coz most of them are NOT LAME. Hahahahahah!! I love the way you treat me yesterday & on our previous dates. I love that u hold my handbag for me. Nyahahaha. I love the way you try to choose for me the clothes you want me to wear. I love it when you chatted with me & say to me "Please don't ever lose contact with me ever!" But i simply don't understand how can i fell in love with you when you were not the type of person that i shouldn't be dating with. I don't like if people tell me that i must be blind. I don't go for looks. I go for what is inside. I don't mind if you "swit" or flirt with other girls in front of me. I just gave a shake in the head telling him "Tsk3!". He felt so wrong and he didn't want to do it again. U made me addicted to your kind of music. I made you addicted to my kind of music. Hahahahahaha!! & i am now missing you.. Keep thinking of you. I was deeply touched for the flower that u given me & u message me after u wake up from your hangover. You've made me move on. You've brighten up my life & made me comfortable mixing your kind of people. I'm ALEX's Girl. You're CHARLOTTE's Man. Nyahahahahaha!! I remembered those funny times. & i just starting to open up feelings for you. Hope you do the same too. Please don't disappoint me. I won't dare to do that to you either. i just wish u cud be my Alex turner someday.. Well, i don't get my hopes high yet. I just couldn't stand puppy love or should i say " Cinta Monyet" Whatever it is, i quietly like u more than expected. ARGH!! i'm sorry for my bad words but this is the only place i could let it ALL OUT! DAMN YOU MOTHER FUCKING BITCH!!!! WHY ARE YOU MAKING MY LIFE MORE MISERABLE THAN BEFORE?? STOP ASKING & TALKING ABOUT MY MONEY CAN??!!? U KNOW I'M NOT SPENDRIFT! WHY MUST U BE SO FUCKING WORRIED?? U SAID U GOT THE INTENTION TO PUT MY MONEY INSIDE. I TOT U WANT TO TRANSFER SOME MONEY INSIDE FOR ME FROM YOUR ACCOUNT. BUT NOOOoooo!!! YOU WANT TO TRANSFER MY 'OWN' MONEY. HEY! I CAN DO IT MYSELF LAR! I'VE BEEN DOING IT BEFORE LAR EH. AND YOU HUNG UP ON ME! THAT'S JUST FUCKING RUDE!!! KANINA LAR! I'M NOT A SMALL KID ANYMORE LAR. SOON I WILL BE WORKING PART TIME. AND U CAN HAVE SOME OF THE MONEY YOU WANT!! IS MONEY SO FUCKING IMPORTANT TO YOU?? OTHER THAN TRUSTING YOUR OWN CHILD? & U WANT TO KEEP MY CARD SUMMORE?? WHAT THE HELL?? FOR WHAT I USE THE CARD. I DUN EVEN TRUST U LAH IF U CARRY ON LIKE THIS. & NOW U WANT ME TO CUT DRIED CHILLIES AS PART OF MY CHORES AFTER THIS!! YOU THINK I GOT THE MOOD TO DO IT AFTER YOU SHOW YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME??? & U KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I WISH U CHANGE! NOT ME! & I'M WASTING MY FUCKING TEARS WHILE WRITING THIS POST!! WHAT A BITCH YOU ARE! DON'T TALK TO ME WHEN YOU COME BACK LATER. & I DON'T WISH TO TALK TO YOU EITHER! *RAAAWWWWWRRRRRR!!!!!AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!* I guess that's enough for now. Now i feel much better after letting it all out. K bye. Friday, November 02, 2007  Nak step Liam Gallagher tau ni anak. Hahaha. Ape lagi, Reena Turner ar! Awwww.... We look so cute together. Hahahaha!Belo sak ni Liam.Gaga! Today's paper was quite alright. Finish so early. Bought nasi lemak n ta-pau. Hahaha.. Went home & choose & iron my clothes. I didn't know what to wear. Just wear lah Mango White Tee with Samuel & Kevin tappered pants. I waited & waited for Chanel Boy to call. For about 3 hrs i waited while preparing myself. He called me when it was 1.20pm. Lmbt seh. & told me to meet him at normal place at 2.15 sharp. We're gonna go SHOPPING. He was from school actually. So i had to follow him home at BEDOK & teman him change his clothes. His nenek was there. His baby cousins were there too. So CUTE!! BIG EYES! Hahahahaha.. Then we went to Bugis by bus. A 30mins ride i think. Reached there & Chanel Boy accompany me to search for dresses. I bought 1 tube & 2 dress like topshop ones. Hahahaha. Then went to penin & bought a black skinny jean. An accident happen oi! Hahahahaha. Paiseh ar. don't want to tell. Thanks Chanel Boy for waiting. & i had to treat you Long John for this wonderful afternoon shopping date. Nyahahaha.. We went to Chanel & waited for the others. I had to go home early like 8+ must reached home. I met a new friend, Gendut. HELLO!Nice to meet you! Then, while Chanel boy was sending me home, a man suddenly come to us & said he is finding models for a photoshoot. Hahahaha. Chanel Boy Kwang hasam give dunno who's name & who's no. I had given mine. I dun care, i will take you into this mess. Hahahahaha!! Finally, you gave me a warm hug goodbye. Thank you. Make sure message or call me tonight yar. Don't make me wait. Hahahahaha! |
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