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Monday, June 30, 2008
Just now, Boyfriend came over. So yar, talk and catch up on things.. since he didn't actually layan me at work..coz he spread the word at work during my off day that we had broken up.. but actually we haven't.. so yar, the staffs there believed it.. gotta deal with it lor.. but actually, the environment at work right now, is quite different... haiz... ok, maybe Nazree say its true.. we got jelak with each other i guess since at work we always see each other, den when off days when we go out also we meet each other.. but then, I really love him so yar, i dunno why i can stand with his behaviour till now eh? Dah kata cinta, dah tkleh uat pape kan.. Anyways, he just was like not in the mood.. i think tired or sleepy i guess.. But nevertheless, i salam him and went to school.. took a cab though.. coz im late.. hehe.. anyways, during lunch time, i had really a lonely time.. no friends.. didnt want to join my classmates at koufu. i just bought pepsi twist and fruit and leave. Went to foodcourt 5's Bang Deli and bought omlette and cheese burger.. den ate alone.. Life without hp is really lonely... haiz... then go to foodcourt 4 again and buy Orange mint mentos.. and went to workshop 14 and fix my workpiece.. After that, ends early at 2. lend Chao Yen's phone and called Bf. He was at Naz's house and getting ready to go to Beach Road and find black pants for work. And after that he went for kompang.. So just now, wanted to go to MMEC club house, but then, paiseh go in sorang2, so plan to buy mango strawberry juice drink. Then saw someone i know with his afro hair and shirtless body which is sweating after playing soccer and he was MOMO!! woohoo!! hahahaa!! Waved at him. Lobang(ivan) was with him. so was Danial and Alvin. So yar.. when to the club with them. & had to search for my black pants at clementi if have any.. Ivan and Alex need to search for white smart shirts so yar, followed them.. had to layan lobang's prangai LAME nak mampos dia... and didnt get what i wanted... cabbed back to school and touch up a bit and head to lecture theater 18. okay, so yar, had a doorgift. and den after the AGM, i wasn't lonely anymore. Had Zac with me.. Awww Zac... I MISS YOU LAH DEY! had really great big laughters just now with Zac, Fart, Ah Leaf, N cun2.. with alif, we talk about pokemon.. hahaha! Im Togepi and we do the togepi hand shake.. and i keep singing jigglypuff song.. hahaha!! So fun lah just now! Hadn't had much laughters for quite a long time.. aww man... This is what i needed all this while after a chaotic ups and downs with bf... i needed some rest and laughters for myself... Maybe one day, i should go to the beach and think about nothing else and let myself feel free and destress myself.. that will be wonderful... :D ok den.. at last i bought my black pants.. Toodles... :) P.S. i'm still waiting for your call dear... & yes Mr Pretty Boi, he's bored. and i must entertain him in MSN. Haiyo... Entertain what eh?? hahaha! lame jokes.. i cant think of anythg ryte now.. chat about anything lah kan.. xoxo, Reena Turner Thursday, June 26, 2008 You know... For the past few days... I've been like lonely at school... Always go home straight.. Tkde appetite nak makan.. yelah, semenjak hp hilang kan, punya lah susah nk contact ngan orang especially my bestfriends... haiz.. yar, having a rough time lately.. yesterday, alot of people asking me why? surprisingly, these people cares.. Thank you soo much! Thanks for all the listening ears and chatting wimmi and give me advices & keep supporting me.. So this are the list of people: -Kina Darlynk -Aliyah -Eika -Azuwan -Zac -Lufi -Ita -Eijal *surprise* -Arief antoo*Lagi SHOCKING* Kina, kan aku dah kata, mesti biler aku nga sedih and lonely, mesti dia ade nk tau.. hahaha... surprisingly, arief give very good advices.. keep it up New Fren. hahaha! Ok, so yar, he called me at night again... Aliyah n Eika knows why he called last night.. Kurang ajar kan dia?? Dah 2 kali tau dia uat aku cam gini.. aku sabar je.. Skrg dia cabar aku utk tunjuk the rough, angry side of me and see who is better.. WTH! aku ni dah lah pantang dicabar.. haiyo... beh dia lagi suruh tunjuk aku nya true side beh suruh aku gi alek lepak ngan chanel bois.. GILER NYA ORANG!!! I AM NOT EVER GONNA MIX WITH MUHD YUSHAFIL HEE & his gang ANYMORE! hah! carik nahas sak pat kerja nk gado2 ni sume.. Sume staff pat sana tk caye aku ngan dia dah so called break.. hahs... dorang fikir main2 lagi cam dulu.. haha.. we'll see about that.. tomorrow is the desicion making day.. & Miss Yen is coming down to school.. woohoo! Im coming down baybeh! Meet u girls at the foyer.. Cant wait! & tmrw getting my sim card! Yes! The first person im gonna contact is SULIZAH!!! Ouh i MISS HER SO MUCH!!! at least there's people who cares even though we rarely meet.. Gonna meet her this Sunday and have a long talk together after a 4 mths not meeting each other!! Like gonna die lah seh! ahahaha! Gonna cam whore on that day! Dun forget to bring cam tau Reena!! This Sunday Yuyun's Birthday! Tak sabar! hahahah!! Anyways... Next Mon is MMEC AGM. Next Tues is 4 years anni with Kinaa Darlynk. Next Thurs is OC presentation must wear formal. Next Fri is the CELEBRATION! Those days not stated is the days im working... so yar... & I dun like Namirah.. Dunno why.. Even though she try to be nice with me.. Why can't i accept her eh?? Coz maybe she's contacting the person i love soo much!!! and terlanggar orang tak tau nk ckp sorry tau.. MINTAK KENA TUMBUK TAU!... ingat, aku tu tua dari kau! RESPECT LAH SIOL! at least kawan kau, amirah, respect aku.. soon,im gonna quit.. and search for other jobs i guess.. Faizal offer me to work at Fig & Olive to become the hostess coz there is lack of girls there... Macam backstab Secret Recipe seh.. Anyway, i have to go now.. got to study mechanics.. Besok test kul 8 siol!!!! gud nite.. xoxo, Reena Turner Monday, June 23, 2008 Okay, so im not sleeping yet. So i may talk crap coz its 12.50am in the morning. Tomorrow school starts!!! Shitto! I haven't even touch any single of my assignment.. Boyfriend is working today. so i was MISSING HIM BADLY!... I had off today. Just to spend time with family. Actually to study and complete my assignment.. Rina!!! GET INSIDE UR HEAD DAT U NID TO DO UR PROJECT LIKE RIGHT NOW!!!! Called boyfriend just now after work. He haven't finish closing yet even though its just 10.40pm. work should be done around 10.15 seh.. So funny lah he when i called the first time just now. him: MUSHY!MUSHY! me: urm...haha...dabis keje?are u busy or something? him: belom habis closing lagi seh u..k lah, nk habiskan keje. bye.. me: ok bye. the Mushy Mushy part lar funny.. step ane nya jepon je.. hahahaha! Ok, when i called the 2nd time, his voice was like "Can u not call me tonight. I'm not in a good mood right now.." Okay, so something must have happen. I nid to find out sooner or later... haiz... why must he always easily get bad mood? Aku yang nga ade PMS patot nya ade mood swing ukan dia. dah mcm popan ulak.. hahaha... this is not a laughing matter reena... & yar, yesterday, talked on the fon with him abt the old era and the new era of secret recipe vivo. He keeps blabbing about the oldies are like better and 3 times the kecoh than this batch now. & he said when Luqman enters back to SR, he gonna change and maybe there's gonna be war between the new batch and their batch.. & my reply to all of this... SO? I dun even care and bother. Why must u brag that the 1st & 2nd batch is better than the batch after mine?? Do i look like i care?? Dun even dare to get me involve in this.. Sape kesah seh the budak2 not kecohrable sgt mcm korang nya batch and they are more to straightfwd kind.. I dun give a damn lah syg.. Why must you compare them with ur batch huh?? Do u see me complain when my batch one by one leaves? no ryte? coz u dun even get to see my batch.. just erick only.. Serious shit seh.. If u try to start a war with me, please eh, i rather surrender first then to get involve in this stupid situation.. I am consider a senior oso ok like you.. the newbies have no rights to clear off the oldies or watever shit.. U are like making a big fuss out of such little things.. please eh.. & dun mix work with relationship.. But do remember, your my everything.. and im still ur girlfriend... I'm here to change u into a better person and not me following ur lifestyles... I dunno lah kan skrg.. Now work place isnt the same anymore.. Coz like alot of female staffs.. & they are not gerek at all... except for Sharifah & Saliha & Maizurah of coz.. The rest (Sakina, Hajar, Maria, Namirah, Amirah) sume aku tak suke.. ntah lah kenape.. Dorang tk suke aku, korang nya pasal lah kan... Hmm... Maybe i haven't really see their true colours yet.. but sakina n hajar i c oreadi.. Maria oso i see.. She's like getting rid of me gitu.. & want the boys to like her and attract their attention.. Hmm.. Watever lah kan...I am who to judge right.. dia kan bestfriend Fazlee.. Selagi Fazlee lum accept bestfriend aku sume, selagi tu aku pun tk akan accept bestfriend dia si sundal tu.. dah ade matair, masih kasi laki lain pegang2 dia..tsk tsk tsk... ingat tu kau ade matair.. K lah, aku nk chat ngan orang2 yang belum tido.. Yesza! Ade jugak Erry, a colleague of mine from my batch.. dia keje hotel beh ajak keje sana. $6 per hr. hmmm.... & im talking to a friend of mine who I call Pretty Boi coz he went to a camp and dress up and wear make up like a girl.. & He look seriously like a girl with his hair like dat.. hahaha.. SUKE REENA KACAU ORANG!!! hahahaha... dun wan to put his name here.. confirm paiseh giler... hahah! xoxo, Reena Turner Thursday, June 19, 2008 Wah lao wei!! I had a dream about..... Jeng jeng jeng... Zahid SIOL!!!! After browsing to his multiply, den talk to dear on the fon sampai tk larat agi, i went to Lalaland.. Then, the dream started like this... I was with a couple of friends going to a shopping mall.. den the mall is connected to the MRT Station.. den when we walked pass the MRT station, i saw Zahid working as a part time security or SMRT. hahaha! Anyway, he saw me and we both were shocked nak mampos.. STUNNED! hahahaha! den i think he was the one go and say hi to me and smile and walked away... den i started flashback memories... aiyoyoyo....while dreaming oso got flashbacks... then, suddenly he was making an annoucement thru the system and he was warning about standing behind the yellow line or sumthg.. but his voice was crying and sobbing.. & i knew why... coz when he saw me, i know it will HIT him hard.. As in, it hurts alot... So i felt guilty when i heard his sad voice and went to the control station and apologise and console him... Then after that, i remembered why i left him... its because the way he treated me is like im invisible.. like i dun exist.. and he didnt trust me like that sort of way.. haiyoyoyo... Then i just kept quiet while we were talking about our current lives.. Then i went to shop with my friends... Then i dun remember what happen next.. Then poof to reality.. hahahah! & that dream makes me feel more appreciated of what i have right now.. Thank you... xoxo, Reena Turner Tuesday, June 17, 2008                            Friday, June 13, 2008 Wow! Today kan.. makan rojak je lah seh... Hmm... got to know ALOT of things... Ade citer yang sedih.... Ade citer yang menyakitkan hati.... Ade citer yang mencairkan.... Dan aku jugak kena bimbing dia ke arah tujuan yang baik... Reena, you gotta improve and change yourself... If you can change yourself, you can change Fazlee too... Aku dah agak dah.... Mesti ade something fishy between him & dat Donut girl... At first, setakat kawan je kan, so just hi bye lor like dat... uat ape nk jealous kan... sejak tau source of facts kan... blakang aku dia contact tu popan sak.. kol dia mlm2... msg dia dah makan? lum tido agi? Beh dah dpt tau aku dah nk pegi resign, dia teros rasa menyesal bile contact pompuan lain abeh skrg nangis tk sanggup kena tinggal dari aku... Bile aku dgr tu citer.. aku sabar je... nga having break time ulak tu...Biler dah punch in back to work, sial ar.. punye lah SORT SAK AKU! berfikiran je.. kena distracted by those infos... Tk leh think straight seh.. patot lah dat time belikan kek utk dat donut girl nama JULI. PUKI MAK NYA SUNDAL!!! aku dgr ckp kau, beh aku trust kau sume, kau uat aku cam gini... Cam gini kan, berat sak hati aku nk tinggal kan tempat keje.. dah lah kedai donut tu direct straight opposite of out outlet... kalau dorang kasi donut bile lepas keje, AKU TAK NAK SENTUH ATAU MAKAN SIOL... as a concern girlfriend eh, nasib aku bersabar.. aku kasi kau chance... jangan kau cuba nak sakitkan hati aku lagi... kau lum tau yang aku dah tau rahsia2 kau sume... Kau fikir aku tak tau eh smlm kau gi minum? Aku ade lah risau pasal kau ngan tunggu kau nya kol smp kul brape pagi.. beh hari ni kau dtg lambat utk keje. aku kol umah kau, kau ckp kau tido kul 5 pagi.. Kau fikir aku tk concern eh??? Punya lah terperanjat aku nmpk kau kuar dari toilet vivo tadi... Now i know why im needed in his life.. To bimbing him into a better person.. xoxo, Reena Turner Monday, June 09, 2008 I'VE BEEN FORCE TO RESIGN BY MY PARENTS JUST BECOZ I CAME BACK HOME LATE LAST NIGHT!!! & NOW, my BOYFRiEND WANT TO DO SOMETHING THAT WILL DO GOOD FOR ME AND NOT FOR HIM AT WORK TOMORROW! PLEASE EH, I DUN MIND IF IM JOBLESS COZ I NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES OSO... I KINDA MISS MY SLACKING LIFE... hahahahah... Anyway, I need to talk to my mum.. I dun wan to talk to my dad.. Dah lah hp aku kena confiscated.. Dun message me k people.. Tak guna bab aku tk leh reply... BILL AKU NAIK SIOL!!! AKU NAK GAJI UTK BAYAR BILL AKU LAH SIAK! TO MY PARENTS: Ni ukan nak kurang ajar ke ape ar... Tapi zaman skrg ngan zaman dulu lain.. Walaupun ina anak dara, ina tau mama ngan papa risau pasal ina. Ina tau.. Tapi balik je slalu kena mengomel, balik pun takde rasa kasih sayang je.. Dats y ina rela kuar ngan kawan atau keje sampai lewat malam bab dorang dah mcm keluarga kedua seh.. Ina ade masalah pun ape mama ngan papa kesah kan.. kalau bebual pasal matair, confirm bantah kan? Kalau bebual pasal skola, confirm ckp ina yang salah kan? Susah tau kadang2 nak dpt support from ur own parents.. Ina keje pun nak bayar bill hp.. At least ina slowly to become berdikari sikit tk yah nak harapkan mama ngan papa je kan slalu. beh skrg ape, nak suruh ina berhenti just becoz of coming home late.. Alah, ukan nya slalu pe ina alek lambat.. brape kali je.. Abeh ape pa, nak tumbuk ina lagi kalau uat lagi sekali? Tumbuk lah kalau berani... I report as child abuse. Ina tau ina masih anak dara lagi.. Tapi ade jugak orang yang jaga n tengok2kan ina seh.. Which is Fazlee.. But i dun usually depend fully on him.. he got his own life too u know... & KGC, sorie i cant make it on sat. i cant get off coz its a saturday n usually very fullhouse..But i can go out with u girls on fri in the morning that is.. before i start work at 5. I MISS YOU GIRLS PRETTY MUCH U KNOW!!!! So sorie u girls.... Haiz... Life's a misery these days.... xoxo, Reena Turner Sunday, June 08, 2008 What's the matter with you? When i call you, u didn't pick up. Then u message me "Kol 4 wat fuck!?" What the hell!?! Here we go again..... Haiz... Colleagues at work start to see ur true colours and commenting about u.. Ur becoming more EMO. And make that EMO look.. & even Nazree feel like giving u a slap on the face.. What's the matter with you? Like seriously... If u got problems or anything, just dun show it! Just put a smile on ur face and just be happy.. Let urself feel free... I'm starting to make myself feel happy, cheerful and bubbly today at workplace eventhough everyone is feeling down.. Whatever it is.. haiyo... JUST SMILE! U know, last time i'm weak when it comes to relationship. I got to become humble always & always get what my ex-boyfriends want and do it their own way... Coz afraid that i will lose them in the end if i didn't hear what they say and do what im told to do.. But now, im not afraid anymore. I'm now able to stand for my rights & tak takut nk jawab balik biler ngan matair. becoz i dun want to be weak anymore.. mengalah pun in the end kite yang rugi.. kite yang menyesal.. ukan dorang... bab dorang tau nak mainkan perasaan kiter je beh sakitkan hati.. Whatever lah eh.. Now, i feel like my relationship is on the rocks but can easily be settle. Whatever it is kan... We know that both of us don't even dare to go to the thought of breaking up. I know lah that we still young..Not yet officially 17...Haiyo... Sometimes, gado2 pun macam gerek jugak.. hahaha! Kan kinaa??? Kau memang!!!! hahhaaha! tapi kiter tau mane batasan kite lah kan... Hmm... I feel like going somewhere far away from here and let go of all my problems and stress away.. I HATE MY WORKPLACE NOW & THEN... because of some people there... mentang2 dia dpt kena promoted to supervisor, tak payah nak kerek per... & even new staffs asked me, "Rina, macam ane kau leh tahan lama sak pat sini?" Simple, just change your mindset lor.. aku ane heran pasal orang2 pat situ.. Aku keje bab nak carik rezeki, ukan nak carik hal.. everybody makes mistakes.. So dorang tak suke aku, heck care lor... Ape aku heran... If u can handle critism, it shows u are mature enuf to handle it.. Conquering your weakness makes you a better person and in the end, you'll be proud of the person you are today.. Now, i dun want to waste my tears for problems i'm facing in a relationship or work. Its the way you handle the problems. Dun just sit down and cry and let the fear control you.. Settle your problems slowly one by one.. And soon, you have lesser things to worry about.. Don't worry too much.. Sorie to let you waste your 10 mins reading this expressive post.. Blog is the best way to release your anger and feelings out when you dun have anyone to talk to at the moment... Listening to Muse songs. hahahaha... Music heals the souls... Back to Hardcore & Metal rock baybeh... xoxo, Reena Turner Saturday, June 07, 2008 I've been PUNK'D!!!!!! BY THAT FCUKING BOYFRIEND OF MINE!!!! ISH!! He's NOT GOING TO AUSTRALIA FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! next year he will... KWANG AJAR SEH!!! AKU DAH AGAK DAH!!! BAB DIA CKP THINGS DAT ARE SO OBVIOUS HE DIDNT GO... Dah pukul dia dah ngan puas.. Dah lah dia badan kecik, kau ni pun reena... hahahaahahaha.. Kinaa punye pinggang pun kalah..heheehe.... Klah, gtg to work.... Tatata.... xoxo, Reena Turner Friday, June 06, 2008 Its been a long time since he shows his lovely,sweetness side. He's always ever so serious and tired and pissed off.. And yet, being the luckiest girlfriend ever, he made my day.. Your passionate side is coming back and i miss it dearly.. Just now, im glad we went out with my sister and watched Narnia 2 and ate Nasi Ayam Penyet. huhu.. We're known as the "cutest couple" in workplace coz of something they like to disturb us.. hahahaha.. satu melatar, satu melompat. budak2 SR Vivo je lah tau kan... hahahahaha.... busted seh abang aimie. Ckp at first " I think you both really make a good couple.." k dua2 dah blushing... den skali dia ckp agi "like dumb & dumber"... BUSTED! hahahahahah!!!... Im glad his not like Nazree & Aziz. No offence guys. Korang kan suke pekik " CANTIKKK!!" bile nmpk pompuan yg cun2 lah kan... not a flirt.. Ouh yar... today, when i was at the bustop, ade Mr Niy lah seh.. KGC, u know who ryte? ex aku tu... den when i was about to meet Ayang, den suddenly i got receive a call from Yasser.. He say he's working at Vivo nya adidas shop this 3 days.. hahaha.. habis ar! Kena gi sana mintak DISCOUNT! hahahahah!! I was happy there's no flashback. Alhamdullilah. I know where i stand and i know my limits. Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. Yang dulu, buat hal dulu sudah! hahahahaha... Yang skrg, hmm... WRESTLING!!!! hahahahaha.... tadi kena cocok pat pinggang byk skali sak smp terjatuh.. hahahaha! Darling, u were ever so sweet to give such a great hug. Thank you.. I really needed it.. & Kina, next time biler nk gi skola aku tu, lang aku siang2 ye.. hahaha! xoxo, Reena turner Wednesday, June 04, 2008 I REALLY MISS THESE PEOPLE & MEMORIES...  SAKINA! DARLYNK! I REALLY MISS YOU!!! remember this day? hehe.. sec 3 days... awww.... rmbt pendek kite lah kan... KINA JAMBU DAYS! hahahaha...
Wah!Wah!Wah! kenangan baik punye.. hahaha.. Tgk concert OAG lah sak.. biler eh nie?25th April ar.. hahahah! Aku cabot keje ckp nk gi school event yg MOS nya benda tapi gi dating ngan si dekni ni..hahahaha... awww man... im gonna miss soo much.. haiyo.. Dah lah tadi lepas keje, berani dia swit popan dari jauh beh Nazree teguh "Eh Faz, matair sebelah je beh swit popan" beh aku tgk muka dia, dia tunjuk aku dat "mat rep" naik kening look. hahahaha... dgn pantas dia pimpin tangan aku.. tkt aku lepas geram lah kan... hahahaha... tau pun takut..
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