Friday, May 14, 2010

Such a depressing week....
I got to know 3 people passed away these week..
:'''(((
But mainly is my late grandfather.

to my dearest late grandpa Omar,

Thanks for being the greatest and closest grandparent. For few years already you don't recognise me. I was okay with it. I still remember those days when i was younger. You took care of me. You fetch me from school last time from Bukit Batok to Jurong West. You chased me till you accidentally left your wallet in the bus. You used your energy on me. I was one of your favourite grandchild back then. When i kissed your forehead for one last time, i cried seeing you gone and left us all. I can't believe its happening so fast. Perhaps ALLAH loves you more. Thats why he took you away. :'( Thank you for everything you had done for us. I miss your jokes. Semoga kamu dikeliling kaum yang soleh dan soleha dan terletak dekat di Syurga. Amin.

love,
your beloved grandaughter ♥

I have been quiet and not my lively self lately. Perhaps its because of my late grandpa and the depressing moments im surrounded with. Im not myself. I just need a big BIG warm tender HUG from my loved ones. especially dear. i have not meet him about a week now. Need to save my misses (tanam rindu) till this sunday :)

Now here's a SORRY post.

im dearly sorry to my classmates especially to those who i am close with in class that didn't join the activities with you guys lately or hanging with you guys much during breaks.

im sorry if i have been out of place. not updated or anything.

im sorry if i am a blur phuck to anyone and my GPAs are not up to standard.

im sorry that i easily loose focus but i tried to keep up.

im sorry if i have been the worst daugther/friend/bestfriend/girlfriend/student.

im sorry if i am not up to your expectations.

im sorry if give cold jokes and tried to fit in when i can't.

im sorry if i have act in a bitchy mode before. But this would rarely happen unless you are someone who really pisses me off.

im sorry if my sacrifices wasn't enough for you.

im sorry for everything especially that i didnt realise what i have done.

End of Sorry Post.


You may never know i will be gone in few minutes, hours, days or weeks...
who knows....
Death is catching up on us...

If you see me, please hug me.
Im feeling gloomy and down right now.
Love you all.

TTFN.

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