i feel out of place, set aside.
i wonder who will always be by my side..

even though i look like im not the type that can fit in easily, doesn't mean i should be treated like a follower. i had enough of such situations happening again and again. its time to stand for my own rights but it comes with a risk of course. Either they are with you or against you. I don't want to make enemies or foes. I'm not even good at verbal arguments/fights. i will always lose. Cause im not a good speaker. But a good hitter. But i won't use violence against anything. I used to be rough physically and mentally, but i've changed.

Its the upcoming 3rd year people. So im changing myself not to be weak. I've rather not talk nor speak more than what i should say.
I don't like to be hated. You too right?
But we are living in a world that has love and hatred involve.
No one can stop it.
I decide to do something.
Something that can help me show me to the right path.
I want to be with my Destiny.

I will try to revise hard. Study hard. Motivate self.
Change. Change. Change.
I want to grow the independence in me.
Cause im going to be 19 by the end of the year.

We're not gonna be any TEEN longer u know.
Pfft.
Before i turn 19, i want to prepare myself and grow into a young adult.

And i made loads of friends this week.
:))
Im just happy with myself.
Thanks my new friends. May our friendship prosper and last long :D

And bby♥, your advices and straightforward comments really change the person to who i am today. You made me realise that i am weak and shouldn't let people step over me. Its okay to be hated as long as you can live okay independently on your own :)

iloveyoudear ♥

TTFN.