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Thursday, April 01, 2010
"I'm dancing with tears in my eyes..." Let this post be a sign of my PMS. Mood swing. And here goes nothing... TODAY IS SUCH A FUCKED UP DAY! EVEN THE END OF THE DAY SUCKS! I HATE APRIL! 2 years ago, my 5th ex create problems like not turning up to meet me and such such. JERK. Last year, i was at FO camp in school and my 7th ex send me a long message that hurts me alot till i hyperventilate! Those who helped out last year knows how bad it was. :( Don't get me started about this year... Just now briefing and helping out for the preparation of FO camp and i realised, IM THE ONLY UPCOMING YEAR 3 attending to be helpers! Other than Timothy who is the advisor of the camp. The rest all busy with ITP. Haizzzz.... But i know the GLs is awesome and super funny and BIMBOTICNESS! Well, the helpers got april fooled BIG TIME! Got news Camp was cancelled. But its not. -__-" I HATE APRIL FOOLS. its such a stupid thing ah. And i know something bad gonna happen and i KNEW IT. Perhaps my mood swing causes me to think stupid possibilities if i were to retaliate back with such attitude he's giving me. Ikutkan hati, nak walk off je tadi. But my NATURAL HABIT of being SO PATIENT helps to control that stupid possibilities. you already promise me to be nicer and dun give such hot tempered replies. How am i suppose to be nice to you when you're always raised voiced at me, call me Bodoh, give me that fucked up look and easily pissed off. I know lah i may be blur sometimes but normal human beings like you and me make mistakes too! I just want you to know that i've been tolerating with your attitude for quite some time now and i don't want to burst it all out. I just want you to change and be nicer for your own good. Don't do this because of me. I just want you to do it sincerely. Have u been with someone like me who have handled such a long time without even bursting any bubble? I've been crying since i alighted the bus. I just want this relationship to work. I know there's always ups and downs in relationships and u know i can't be in this kind of condition right now. Maybe Period is making me feel this way. THANKS EH! i got home only, that thing come. UGH! STUPID FUCKED UP MONTH! JUST SKIP TO MAY LAH! P.S. I WILL DELETE THIS POST ONCE I COME TO MY SENSES AND THINK ITS STUPID. Labels: rants |
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