Sadness...
Not being emo and all...
I feel so depress today..
Very sad indeed.
:((

Today, it felt different.
The usual routine i did every morning, i can't do it anymore.
Morning messages = no more.
At least once in awhile, i will feel lighthearted in the morning and smile.
This morning, i keep sobbing, as though i had flu.
But i didn't cry. I tried to be strong.
Going to school with gloomy dark face.
I didn't do my project at all.
I had no mood.

Then, my class ask to go bowling at SPGG.
So agreed to join them.
I thought it could put my sadness away, but it didnt work.
Then off we go to Foodcourt 6.
I force myself to eat.
Knowing that i don't eat dinner at all.
Then took some pictures for RWP.
After that, go to E-Materials Lab 2.

And there..
started me singing crazily.
you don't want to know what tracks i played.
only Joanne, ZY & Joe knows. HAHA.

Anyways, im still at school now doing my project.
But yet im blogging.
I feel so shagged.

Anyways.....

Still no news from him.
No texts no calls.
Is this a change that i must bare with for the rest of the relationship?
Why must we stop informing each other about our whereabouts?
Im so use to it.
At least, we both know that we are safe.
Good communication is the key to a good relationship.
You even said before that later if rarely contact, then easily fade away.
I don't want that to happen.
I have been so patient all this while.
I hope i won't burst my bubble soon.
I don't like to repent to what you say. it will create more problems.
I don't like to fight or argue.
What's the use anyway..

Soon, we're turning into adults.
Now, we are mature teenagers.
Its time to get serious.
But add some little fun to it.
I don't want this relationship to be on the rocks.
Did i do something wrong to be treated this way?
Can you voice out the problems and share with me?
If there was a problem, we can solve it in a mature manner.
I'm here for you.
Don't keep it to yourself.
I know you have been going through a hard time.
I don't want to add your stress or burden anymore.
And i will help you in any way i can.

I have tried my best to help you.
Have i been a good girlfriend so far?

I care for you.
I miss you.
I love you.
I'll be there for you.
♥

TTFN.

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