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Friday, June 19, 2009
I've not been behaving myself lately.. Last wednesday night, i didn't sleep at all. I got no mood. I had breakdown & fall into tears. But still, i got no clue why i cried. The next thursday morning, Mummy & Daddy were surprised that im still awake. Thursday, yesterday. I need to go out. I dun like to be isolated at home. Asked around my close friends & even dearest, noone was avalaible. & thought of going out on my own. To town. & why does Yasser & his gang thinks its a stupid idea??? Is it wrong to go out alone & walk around? I just want to reflect myself & figure out why i cried last night. Thanks Aliyah for talking to me on the fone for awhile in the morning. Even dearest thinks its NOT a stupid idea. But i was scared too. I was scared i collapse in the middle of nowhere. Coz i didnt had a proper meal since wednesday night. I still eat but just biscuits, milk, ice tea & crackers. & so i when online to see anybody can accompany me. Saw my old close friend, yasser, online. Told him my prob. & he thinks its stupid. He scolded me & say either i stay at home or meet him & the 802 Family after he finish school. I when to meet them instead. Coz i was already dress up to go out. Reached woodlands & my head is heating up. My eyes were like heated up or sumthg. Saw Yasser, Nana & Itek. Hang out at 805 first. There came Ijan, Nini, Ucie, Haikel. And head to 803 to seat. Then Sup came & Aini den Pejal. Wow, crowded it was there. but some of them go civic oreadi. Anyways, had fun with Aini. All remembered me since the last incident outside Marina. Last year. Nah, dun want to elaborate. Coz no point oso. Anyways, i just stick close to Aini & yasser. Coz Ijan & Nini head back. Itek, Sup, Haikel go and practice punching with Muay Thai. Hahaha.. itek still fanatic as always. Haha.. Wanna be a fighter huh? Lol! Then head to outside civic. Quite stuffy there. & there start Yasser's pantun. "Nama saya Yasser, terima kasih!" WTH!! HAHAHA! & much much more. me & Aini oso influenced by him and talk that way. "Kau tkde bontot, eh, aku boleh ikot" "Dah kahwin nanti ade anak, eh tengok, aku dah jinak!" "Eh aku nak ade matair, yok belik air!" Hahahaha! & much much more.. Seriously, hanging out with them really made my day. Thanks Yasser for asking me to join you guys after so long! =DD But i was sleepy ah. My personal record, no sleep for 31 hours. Fuh! =)) I know it sounds stupid. But guess wat? I woke up at 5pm today. Yeah, when i went online last night, every single one who chatted with me told me to go to sleep. yes dear, u dun want me to look old right. hahahaha!! Look at the time now, its 5.55pm. Hah. Random much. & hey, by the looks of it right. i want to do whatever i like. watch whatever i like. please don't misunderstand me. im not that kind to force myself to vomit. i eat whenever i feel like it. & i dun like to force myself to eat. is it wrong? im not a SICK girl lah. i just like the storyline of the story. as if anyone cares whatever i watch. just to let everyone know, i have different cliques. Many cliques. & its just difficult to be in different behaviour with different cliques. So might as well stick to one attitude and be myself. I dun want to do something just to please everyone. I have a life. im not a no life anymore. Maybe i got issues. Well, who doesn't? Maturity level? hmm.. im almost near to adulthood. Once a wise friend of mine said, Just enjoy your teen life first. Once you reach adulthood, u intend to have a serious life. If u didn't enjoy ur teenage life, and behave mature & adulthood at that stage, u will regret it one day when once u reach 20 and above. when u reach 20 & above, u tend to mix around with teens. But hey, it will feel different. I appreciate when my birthday is around the end of the year. Coz i feel im 1 yr late. But heck care all those bullshit. I wanna do whatever i like. When i reach 18, driver's license here i come. I dunno why i crap this bullshit. anyways, just to let any Skins fans know, Im 2 episodes away to finish Season 3. =D Wow. fanatic much? bleargh. TTFN. ♥ P.s. Imysm love ♥ please meet soon. real soon. & transformers, who wanna watch it with me? Nyahahaha.. |
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