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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Since last Saturday, the feeling of a heavy breakdown; where u can fall into tears out of the sudden, starts to happen when the thought came up to mind. I dunno what's in my mind lately.. so stress & worked out but i know i got no major problems. My social life is 50-50 perfect. My family social life currently is 30% close. My love life is obviously ZERO. My working life is 80-90% perfect. School life is 70% perfect. I will explain more as the post goes on....  Ok, the latest pic. Yar, i hate my hair. I miss my wavy hair. Yar, before the whole rebonding started last year. & i have to say i was stress. About my social life being 50-50 perfect. Maybe because of the previous month, about the whole Airul thingy. & having my BFFs not working with me & rarely see them. & something just happen today.REENA GOT BUBBLED BY AJEEK(her own closest friend in tagged)!! so the plan of going to watch BOLT today was cancelled or maybe he doesn't showed up & left me alone @ macdonalds BB. & yar, when im stressed, i EAT. (but still my diet goes on) Ate Fillet-O-Fish meal. Talked to Kinaa Darlynk on the phone. Thanks for accompanying me yar :)) eventhough the people thought i was talking to myself while eating (WHICH I WASN'T!) coz i was using earpiece while talking on the phone. HAHA!  & yesterday was quite rushing, alot of eating since its Hari Raya Haji! I love u sis-sy! Even though i hate u. HAHAHA! & yar, mummy, i dun even feel like celebrating my bday dis year while i was having my late dinner just now. U talked about having "Pinyata" for my bday. Im not in the mood for that. Mum, look, im growing up. I still have a long way to go. I'm years away into entering adulthood. U've done so much all this 16 years of birthdays which i muchly appreciated. But going to 17 is quite confusing for me ryte now. I've face soo much while im still young at age. Its going to be a new year... soon... Time flies so fast doesn't it? & 2008 will just be a piece of great & burden & hurtful memories.. o_O  & yes, today, after got BUBBLED, i quickly message anyone who are free so that i won't waste my precious time today. & yes, hang out with Yasser. Met @ CCK platform. He was so SICK i tell u..seriously sick.. Cough like an old man until his back got affected. Body so heaty and still can say that "He's Hot." wth yasser! Anyway, i saw ur true colours & too much truth were let out. & yar, thanks for letting the truth out. WoW! i dunno whether it hurts me or im facing the fact. Nehmind. I dun get appreciated much currently.. *sob sob* I dun feel like hanging out with u anymore. I remembered the previous hangouts. U dunno how to behave properly like a gentleman to even thanked for coming down. I dun ask much but just a little thank u. Nehmind. I dun want to remember about what happen today of u getting drunk n all. U haven't change abit from last time i guess. But change ALOT. well, as a concern friend, do take care of ur health if u love living.  School life... ahh... THE PRESSURE! REVISIONS for upcoming tests! the CIP we need to do for CD! why must we have Character development for poly students. & the Discussion cafe thingy too. GOSH! & im having captain ball's intercon this coming friday. We gone to the next round coz CADC back out last min coz no people. wow! got to the next round without playing. -_-"Was that suppose to be a good news? Anyway, must pay for jersey latest by thurs. Where to get money? Nehmind. Hmm.. Birthday or no birthday, wats the difference? Last year, i had i wonderful sweet 16. I just want someone or anyone to surprise me with an outing and ended with a big chocolate banana cake at night like last year.. *Good memories...*  & look at that happy smiley face of mine :)) The smile on that face is rarely seen these days. Not to be emo shitty or anythg, but i am not really happy. What is it that is missing?? & yar, the green dress was a gift. Thank u Zahid for last year's surprise bday. i really appreciate it :D i just wish this year would be a memorable one. That's all. A special yet memorable. from SWEET 16 to SEVENTEEN FOREVER! ryte fadli? hahaha! Gotta go now. Tomorrow got morning shift. Need to sleep now. BUBBYE! Go shopping with brudder lup ku. YAY-ness! hahaha! xoxo, Reena Turner Labels: breakdown or lockdown |
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