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Monday, October 06, 2008
If lets say u r attached to X. Then X got this friend A & B. & X dun really want A & B to know that X is attached to u. But then suddenly A & B asked u who u are attached with. So u told them that u r attached to X. & when u told X about this, X freaked out and keep saying "Thanks alot!U told 100% of my world about our relationship" and u asked X why u dun want A & B to know soo much?? Is it because A & B got say bad things about me and u agreed with them and won't be with me i its the last thing u do??? is it or is it not? who's at fault here? lets say X didn't even told u or told u before not to tell A & B. when u dun quite remembered and u didn't tell them purposely. coz u didn't know and suddenly u feel guilty about it. But should u feel guilty about it in the first place knowing that X is so damn angry and at the same time not saying its ur fault but keep thanking u for telling the whole world about our relationship. But hey! what's the point hiding about it and it seems like ur not loyal to me and to the whole world. Im the type of person that who is loyal to one and dun keep hiding to myself and to the whole world that who's im being with. That shows that im not true to myself and true the ones around me. I dun like to lie. Im bad at lying. Seriously. & im not good in acting like u. i dun like bearing grudges. what's the point? and i dun like maki2 to u on the fon. in this festive month, after forgive and forget, why must i add sins that i just lose.. i know we both are people from different worlds. But the good thing is that i can learn and adapt ur world. and u can do the same thing too towards mine. Am i right? & i dunno why i can be so so reali patient with u. when im the one suffering.. and u suffering more.. im glad u can stand me. and u shud know that i can stand u too. at least i gained experiences in life and taking chances and after taking the risk, i've learn to take the consequences. Whats life without taking chances?- adapted from As Told By Ginger. People around me, do u understand how i feel? Only GOD knows how im feeling. gtg now, need to wake up early on Monday coz got to meet the one I LOVE. *and i still feel guilty of what i did*..... gudnite... xoxo, Reena Turner |
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