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Friday, July 25, 2008
WHY MUST U TRY TO FIND FAULT WITH ME?!!?!?! Sape yang ade pengganti baru skrg ar?!?! Kau ke aku SIAL!!! KAU KAN PALA BUTOH!! U know that I'm making a great sacrifice for you to move on first & for us not to be together by lying to you & see you with someone else... Coz u rather listen to your friends rather than me right??.. Fine... I'm not angry.. But listen to this eh, I've lose hope to this relationship oreadi.. U always being so hot tempered and lose ur anger towards me.. But still, im patient with you... & ok, on the day of break up, i said i do anything to gain your trust back right?? & my trip to Melaka had made me think alot about the break up.. Thinking alek, maybe u won't give me the second chance & i gave up hope.. if we were to continue, it won't be the same again.. I was being obedient with u by listening to u not to call u back that night.. & what now ur complaining that u want me to call u back and ask what's wrong?! & on the next day i called, u were unhappy when u answer my call.. & u rejected my calls when i ask for 2nd chance.. i was making effort and now ur saying i didnt show.. WTH!!??! beh ckp "Jangan mcm paham lah.." pat aku.. I seriously thanked u for the great relationship we had. I treasure the moments. I treasure everything.. & listen to me carefully.. at least just give me a chance to talk even though u don't trust me anymore or whatsoever.. U said u were understanding but why won't u being understanding for just a mistake of not telling u a little about my past.. & now, cerite dah belit2.. Ur friend that u beaten up the other day said he saw me with my ex when i was relationship with u.. Like seriously, have u seen me contacting other guys other than my guy friends? Yang i want to contact my ex alik tu dah kenape.. Im not like u ok go n contact back with ur exs and girl-friends.. and now u say im playing behind ur back and it was just a mistake not telling u about my past.. Can't u even forgive me?? Dun even let me ungkit of what u had done to me eh... If so, let me start... I forgive u when u get drunk. I forgive u when u contact with other girls. I forgive u when u tried to break up with me the first time. I forgive u when u had done something wrong. I forgive ur past. But WHY CAN'T U FORGIVE MINE?!?! seriously, why can't you?? & now, u msg me saying "Kau smlm mcm stare2 pat popan aku asal? Dia ade hal ngan kau eh?" Wah, cepat ade pengganti. Tgk, sape yang cepat skrg?! I am not attached ok. I'm still in a confuse state. & Ur making it more worst. I think the most earliest mistake we made was knowing each other for 2 days ONLY. & MY MOM KNOWS NOW WE HAD BROKEN UP! she said she wants us just be friends first... Walaupun Fazlee tak leh baca ni, at least my readers know what my life is going through lately.. & thanks Lufi for making a statement, "Lelaki tu kedi kalau dia gi marah pompuan!That means he doesn't respect girls. Even Mat reps respect pompuan and bebual ngan cara baik. Dah Rina, jangan layan dia lagi. He's a waste of ur time & msgs." Dia nak sangat kan ngan popan donut tu.. pegi lar.. I will always be happy for you.. Coz i won't be moving on for awhile.. & now, i don't understand the meaning of LOVE. Ape itu CINTA? Ape itu PENGORBANAN? Ape itu KEJUJURAN? pelbagai soalan main di fikiranku.. dan Orang Yang Ku Mahu Minta Maaf Terutama Sekali, Muhammad Zahid Bin Abu Bakar. Terima kasih utk segalanya.. Kau ade segalanya tetapi kepercayaan mu tiada terhadap ku biler masuk Poly. Haiz... Mintak maaf kalau ku telah sakitkan hatimu tetapi kau perlu fokus ngan O level kamu.. Pelajaran kamu lagi penting.. :) Yours Sincerely, Nur Zamarina Bte Jamalludin |
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