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Sunday, June 08, 2008
What's the matter with you? When i call you, u didn't pick up. Then u message me "Kol 4 wat fuck!?" What the hell!?! Here we go again..... Haiz... Colleagues at work start to see ur true colours and commenting about u.. Ur becoming more EMO. And make that EMO look.. & even Nazree feel like giving u a slap on the face.. What's the matter with you? Like seriously... If u got problems or anything, just dun show it! Just put a smile on ur face and just be happy.. Let urself feel free... I'm starting to make myself feel happy, cheerful and bubbly today at workplace eventhough everyone is feeling down.. Whatever it is.. haiyo... JUST SMILE! U know, last time i'm weak when it comes to relationship. I got to become humble always & always get what my ex-boyfriends want and do it their own way... Coz afraid that i will lose them in the end if i didn't hear what they say and do what im told to do.. But now, im not afraid anymore. I'm now able to stand for my rights & tak takut nk jawab balik biler ngan matair. becoz i dun want to be weak anymore.. mengalah pun in the end kite yang rugi.. kite yang menyesal.. ukan dorang... bab dorang tau nak mainkan perasaan kiter je beh sakitkan hati.. Whatever lah eh.. Now, i feel like my relationship is on the rocks but can easily be settle. Whatever it is kan... We know that both of us don't even dare to go to the thought of breaking up. I know lah that we still young..Not yet officially 17...Haiyo... Sometimes, gado2 pun macam gerek jugak.. hahaha! Kan kinaa??? Kau memang!!!! hahhaaha! tapi kiter tau mane batasan kite lah kan... Hmm... I feel like going somewhere far away from here and let go of all my problems and stress away.. I HATE MY WORKPLACE NOW & THEN... because of some people there... mentang2 dia dpt kena promoted to supervisor, tak payah nak kerek per... & even new staffs asked me, "Rina, macam ane kau leh tahan lama sak pat sini?" Simple, just change your mindset lor.. aku ane heran pasal orang2 pat situ.. Aku keje bab nak carik rezeki, ukan nak carik hal.. everybody makes mistakes.. So dorang tak suke aku, heck care lor... Ape aku heran... If u can handle critism, it shows u are mature enuf to handle it.. Conquering your weakness makes you a better person and in the end, you'll be proud of the person you are today.. Now, i dun want to waste my tears for problems i'm facing in a relationship or work. Its the way you handle the problems. Dun just sit down and cry and let the fear control you.. Settle your problems slowly one by one.. And soon, you have lesser things to worry about.. Don't worry too much.. Sorie to let you waste your 10 mins reading this expressive post.. Blog is the best way to release your anger and feelings out when you dun have anyone to talk to at the moment... Listening to Muse songs. hahahaha... Music heals the souls... Back to Hardcore & Metal rock baybeh... xoxo, Reena Turner |
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