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Friday, March 07, 2008
Sometimes, when people are not around, when i'm all alone, I will talk to myself and reflect and sometimes become lunatic and scream my lungs out to loose my anger and my inner feelings. Sometimes we tell people that we are not that sensitive person but deep down inside, we are sensitive. Even those littlest things that people say like for example "eh, muka kau buruk sak." or " eh, sorie, aku tkleh datang/pergi ar." Our friends will always say just handle those critism well and heck care what they want to say. But still, there is a little part of our heart which will be hurt becoz of sensitivity. Sometimes, i feel so insecure of myself. Firstly, my appearance. I know its not important because the important is the inside. But somehow, we really want to be beautiful once in awhile and amazed people. Just to be the center of attention once in awhile. But hey, who are we kidding here. We ain't that perfect ryte? In my opinion, i find myself ugly. Because i made myself ugly. Maybe its a test by ALLAH. Because CERTAIN GUYS go for appearance rather than the heart right? Imagine you are beautiful and pretty and alot of admirers. It will be hard for you to search the RIGHT MAN. don't you agree? What if you are unpretty and u will be feel insecure of yourself. At least we know who will care for us and look at the inside rather than the outside. By this way, its an easy solution to know and can easily find your RIGHT MAN. By the way, DON'T show that you're RICH & LOADED!! Certain GUYS are materialistic as you think they are. They will somehow use you and take advantage of you. am I wrong to say that? This are my theories. You have no rights to judge about it. Secondly, you're alter ego. The alter personality of you. Lets put it this way, "Don't Judge The Book By Its Cover" is it clear enough? You know those decent quiet type? I was ONE of THEM. Well, people like this maybe have low self-esteem & like to keep it low. Their alter ego is really strong. They wanted to be free & wild. They want to be those KECOH type but they just can't. Ok, jap jap. SOMEONE JUST CHATTED WITH ME WHILE IM WRITING THIS POST. SO WEIRD SAK!!!!! its Kina's Precious. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Ok, nak katekan he's the "EEEWWWW" list. HAHAHAHAHA!! *confidential* anyway, back to the silent types. You dunno wat they will do behind you're back. A soccer hooligan? A musician? A model? A child to famous artist or singers? Drug dealer? Gambler? Hey! You'll never know until you discover the truth ryte. And here are some part of my Theories. anyway, i tink this topic suddenly came up because someting is in my mind and heart. & i know why.... because.... I MISS MY ZAHID!!!!!!! xoxo, Reena Turner |
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