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Monday, November 05, 2007
These words that i said to you made me know the whole truth. But why?? I am so deeply sad & heartbroken. While doing my SS paper, i keep thinking about what you said the previous night. I can't concentrate on my paper coz i'm focusing more on you. Yes, i know we can stay close. I didn't even came up with the idea of having a relationship but u did. But we can't be together. Its just so really sad. Well maybe because of this particular message u sent that made me realise the whole truth. Yes, it was wrong for me to confess. Coz my heart told me to. & i quickly went offline when i said "i kinda love you". then i continue to study. I waited for your reply by sms or call. My heart told me to go and check my inbox. & yes, u send me a message through friendster. After reading it, it made me burst into tears suddenly. Of coz i understand how the situation is. I can change my lifestyle just for you if u think our lifestyles are too different This is what the message says: eh u ni kan! da confess beh out! aiyoyo nye nyonyak! erm. . . its gud to noe u have feeling 4 me. . . but erm. . . yeah we can be close. . . if ur toking bout a relationship. . . i'm not ur type of guy. . . yes i do have feeling 4 u too. . . but ur lifestyle is so diff. from mine puls. . . im not bf material. . . i don noe how u take care off gals. . . i mean their heart. . . coz i'm expose to freedom. . . so i hope u understand wad im toking bout. . . yes we can be close. . . we can do lyke wad gf n bf do. . . but i'm not ready to have a gal. . . i'm scared to have a gal. . . n erm. . . im not the person u tink i am. . . i may look innocent. . . decent. . . but there's more to me den mits the eye. . . so reena dear i hope u understand. . . bye lots of love. . . Yus. . . haiz.. what a sorrowful day. After 10 months of solitary, my heart is broken again. why must it be like this?? Its ok, i will always be close to you. I won't lose contact either. U gave me hope to see my bright future. I just wanna know what's the problem & why are you afraid? I understand it all. Yes, it seems like i'm not your type to be hanging around with. But have you seens love stories like; a rich fell in love with a poor. a young fell in love with an old lady. a prince fell in love with a maiden. a quiet shy boy fell in love with a popular girl. a quiet shy girl fell in love with a popular guy. The vice versa. a bad girl fell in love with a good innocent boy. a bad guy fell in love with a good innocent girl. Doesn't the last situation suits our status right now? Haizz.... I just got no mood & now, i'm missing you.. |
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