Monday, June 11, 2007

I really hate this stupid feeling which starts to occur in me recently..
This current feeling led me to migraine and being emo..
Geesh..
That doesn't sound good..
I started to listen to Post-Hardcore songs or the song Blurry by Puddle of Mudd.
Tears starting to flow out of my eyes..
It did made me realise why does this stupid feeling starts in the first place?

Weird thing is..
I dunno.
Maybe its because of the...
GREEN-EYED MONSTER.

you know what i mean by Green-eyed monster ryte?
Its that feeling that most people hate when it occurs..
Anger??
Almost there but not quite.
Jealousy?
Yes you got it.

Hmm.. I suspected that this current feeling is Jealousy and Anger..
I can't live with this stupid feeling always occuring out of nowhere..
You might wonder what's the cause..
well..
i'm not gonna reveal it..
If u wanna know, ask me yourself..

The situation is declared -CLASSIFIED-
as in -CONFIDENTIAL-.

Well..maybe i could give some hints..
Its about this someone.
But that someone didn't know.
Well, nobody knows.
But i had done some sacrifices for that someone.
But that someone didn't know.
That particular time, That someone's company on the phone really made me warm.
But there must always be a situation that will get in my and that someone's way.
Well.. This 'classified' Dillema Might take awhile to cure.
The someone could be a female or male or might be both as in i faced two situations at once.

Another story...

I'm just glad that this FCUKHEAD MORON had their retribution.
Well..
Lets say a SUPERNUMERARY person..
Was DEMOTED.
A Master Seargent somemore..
What a SHAME.
Demoted to Staff Seargent is still okay but to..
a 2nd Seargent..
WOAH..
That must be a very SHAMEFUL Thing To be experienced of..
You wanna why this Supernumerary was demoted??

Its because..
THIS FCUKHEAD MORON smoked with his no.4 uniform.
Geesh..
This is what you REALLY DESERVED.
Thanks a lot for ruining someone's life[my friend's] cause you THREE-TIMED her AT ONCE.
WHAT THE HECK??

You really give her a big total BREAKDOWN don't you know that??
Now she's PHOBIA being in a relationship and moving on and
THANKS to That FCUKHEAD MORON, her life become more shallow and now she's rejecting guys..
what's the matter with SOME guys nowadays??

Toying with girls heart..
Made us feel cheated..
Use your sweetwords that can easily make you fall into your arms..
Is that your weapon of choice to fool us girls??
Made us regret of even falling in love with you..
SOME girls don't deserve to be like this..

And now, I heard that my friend's ex were planning to get back together soon but seems like her ex is getting other girl's no.
Well, my dear friend..
If this kind of guy is worth waiting for,
Well your WRONG..
This means that your ex doesn't keep his promise and doesn't seem to care about you anymore..
Well, heed my advice girl,
Just move on.
You don't deserve guys like that.
I know you love him so much since last year..
But why must it happen this way for you?
I really pity you..

I even thought that your ex is nice, sweet,loving, caring and trustworthy..
But hey, who are we kidding here..
Maybe he change.
Easy come and easy go.
Don't be jealous or heartbroken coz he doesn't yet belongs to you..
Calm down my dear friend..
I hope your ex is reading this..

If anyone out there is reading,
i hope you feel the same way and those who were offended by my words,
ouh please do so that you won't make the same mistake again..

cause somewhere out there, there's someone really cares about you more than you do and you should be happy about it..
Please appreciate it rather than taking it for advantage..

THANK YOU.

here's a video for you. i love this movie since young.
Devon Sawa is HANDSOME.hahaha..




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