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Thursday, October 12, 2006
Dear Diary, Oh God! I totally had too much unhappiness in me today...too much quietness.. I tried to make myself more happy but there must be something that gets in my way and make me feel like this always... i nvr had had this such feelings for a long time.. This kinds of feeling started because of HiM and my *dumb* results.. I had the worst day of the week today. Seeing my results were a SHOCKING madness! I can't believe that most of my results end up to get a B Average!! GOSH! Do i look like a pathetic average B student to you?? I want to have A's too you know.. After knowing some of my results, i just pass my combined Chemistry.THANK GOD! and after combining with my combined Physics, it really helped me ended up to get B4! DAMN! i hate that grade badly! Had my english paper 2 after that. I score 34/50 for it. I'm quite impress with my comprehension marks but i truely hate my summary marks! I hope my paper 1 and my oral can push it up much higher... I was like begging my teacher for 1 pathetic mark which can make a difference.. Damn! So selfish! haiz..what to do? Its already my fate to get this average marks. Found out about my MT ppr 1 & 2 marks. I was quite disappointed with my ppr 1 section A marks. I done it badly dat i got it 12/20...haiz.. and especially my ppr 2, summore hopeless.. i get 37/70...my ppr 1 is better den this.. my narrative writing score is 35/50. So overal marks including my MT oral, is was 61/100... that is so disappointing! Tears started to trickled down my cheeks. I'm starting to sob, den cry and cry and stopped to control myself because khairul makes me laugh..Thanks Sitti for the tissues! Much appreciated! Then suddenly from there, i started feeling EMO all the way... haiz.. too sad to be true... =( Then, it was my maths ppr 1, damn! it was hard.. i scored 38/60.. *why suddenly i slacked?* haiz.. i feel like i dun want to know my A-maths results because i know i can't make it... so sad..so sad.. All the way emo.. After school, i tried to release my stress by going to the 4th level of the carpark and become crazy and breeze blowing through my hair.. it was enjoying.. den Darlynk gave me a great idea to have a MOVIE Marathon at my house. We want to watch "John Tucker Must Die" *Lols!* kina said it "John TRUCKER Must Die" hahahaha...lawak betul lah kau nie...hahakz...But then, we had to change some plans which was to watch "Just My Luck" instead...hahakz.. that story tells me that 'Luck does not always shows fate in life. You must work hard to achieve it. '.. what a good quote! Maybe this could be the quote of my life.. Then when Kina went home, i watched "John Tucker Must Die" on my own.. So funny lar.. Girl kiss girl.. like lesbian seh!...hahakz..This movie is a MUST watch! hahakz.. ok..so the movie marathon really made my day.. I wasn't feeling EMO anymore until i went online... Suddenly talking about results, makes me sad again..haiz.. k stop2.. dah2...yang sudah tu sudah... So i am restless...dunno what to say..dunno wat to do.. just wait for my DUMB results and look down on myself.. After celebrating 1 mth of Hari Raya, I'm gonna start my revision! I dun care.. i dun wan to suffer! Oh God! Please save me from this insanity! I don't suffer and regret failing for my O Level so i got to start from now onwards...haiz... Miss Malicious is gaining deep senses. Being more necrotic and emotional. You have been warned. Byez! |
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