Monday, October 02, 2006

A poem that i used to wrote about my love towards my ex earlier this year... so just give me a comment about the poem.. thankz..

stab my heart for all i care
cut it open to reveal the secret
there's just blood and my sadness tears

ruin my life if u dare

i am juz an old faggot as u are
now my boundaries are feeling hollow
no way can i seperate from happy & sorrow

no matter why i become so emotional

the sensitive side of me
is what u will always see

untrue to myself

unmade the being of insanity that is inside of me
the wonder of you will shadow over
and make it free

a lust of true love is shallow deep

noone knows that is secretly keep
undo the wrong and begin the right
feeling that the one will light
to show the way which is wrong and which is right...

red my eyes will always because i cry for the mistakes if i done wrong

symptoms of expiration starting to shut down
sympathetic will lead me to nowhere
cause i will always see that he will be standing there

i love him and forever be

he is so special but it is difficult for u to see
if other kind of feelings
starting to occur

it couldn't be me or couldn't be her

if it was her,then she is a backstabber
but it was just a blow that i used to receive
as it turn out to be blown on her

jealousy is not the thing

if he has change feelings
and forgotten about me
shedding my tears i will always be

he is the one i truly love
and even i have plans with him for future

there's no way my sweet dreams can be fulfil
for there's always fate to break the gate of love

education is important to him ryte now

i wanted romance but it can't be receive
retrieval of his love
is hard to achieve

my brother said to concentrate on studies

as the future relies on it
now problematic life starting to occur
hurry the current of the angry tides inside of me
for my heart is weak and will always be....

you were there to make me realise

that education and religion
is the key to my achievements

what he wants to see is me being happy

how can i be happy when he had left me
this shatters my life and heart

if he try to find a new girl in his life

that new girl is finding death from me
i will kick that bloody girl ass
damn she is really a dumbass!

how many times could i receive being dump

i can't take it anymore with all this junk
love is sick and really hurts
time is wasted from one to another

with my one last kiss

and my one last phrase
that will be..."goodbye my lover and i will love you always....."

this is the part of my past...good times..good times...




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